You're a wife in a girlfriend market
In a world full of Netflix & Chill situationships, and smash and pass antics, its often hard to understand why you haven't found your happily ever after with someone who is just as serious as you are. You're looking in all the wrong places. Eagles don't date chickens for a reason. Sure they are all birds, but the motivation and destiny of the Eagle is far above the chicken. It is just as rude of the eagle to expect the chicken to rise to its altitude as it is for the chicken to lower itself to the ground of the chicken. It's not working because you're seeking something in someone who can't give you what you're in search of. Instead of refining your search criteria, you're searching for a husband amongst a sea of men who are barely interested in being your boyfriend, let alone your husband.